As much as I've complained and mentioned that I hated it, I have to admit that my internship changed my life. Before my internship, I always felt empty and useless. I had no goals in life. I had nothing to look forward to. But these kids, they changed me. They made my heart feel full. They made me smile. Their innocence and views on life made me realise that I have been looking at things the wrong way all this time. Things were actually much simpler than I have made them out to be. They reminded me that I have to take a step back sometimes, and look at the big picture. And realise that things are actually not as bad as they seem. Their innocence reminded me that happiness can come in many shapes and forms. It all depends on whether we allow ourselves to be happy or not. They reminded me to ignore and walk away from negative vibes. They reminded me that happiness is a choice.
The love and care they've given to me made me feel appreciated. They made me feel important. Every time they tell me that I'm their favorite coach, or when they make notes or cards for me, I feel extremely grateful and thankful. And their hugs made me feel at ease. Though I understand that kids' choices change easily, it doesn't really bother me. Even if they were to be close to me for just a day, it would be enough for me.
These kids have given me more than what I've been able to give them. They add colour to my life. They make my heart feel full. I am thankful. I am happy.
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