This post made me happy again.

One year ago, I posted a post.
One year later, it feels like deja vu.

Except this time, I've learnt to not expect anything anymore.
With no expectations come no disappointments right?
I guess I'm okay with it.
Or at least I'm trying to convince myself that I'm okay with it.
But of course I still do feel something inside.
One day, I will get there.
One day, this day will not matter nor mean anything to me anymore.

But I guess that one day is not today.
Because like I said I still do feel hurt.
I'm just glad it's not as bad as last year.
I was really broken.

Looking forward, I'm 20 now.
No longer a teenager.
Oh how quickly time flies.
How I wish I could break its wings.
Moving on to a new phase of my life, I'm filled with anxieties.
Filled with uncertainties.
I don't like it.
But what can I do?

However, it's okay.
I'll just see it as a reminder that I have already survived 20 years of this.
I've already been through many phases of my life as well.
So I guess I'll just hope for the best.

And if you''re reading this, bless you, have a good life.
Be happy, be contented.