it's been a while, but yes. they are back.
obsessive thoughts, they are back once again.
you'd think by now i'd be better equipped to handle them.
but no. i'm still the same struggling mess i was back then.
perhaps i really do need help.
but the reasons i need help, are the very reasons preventing me from seeking help.
maybe that's why i keep finding myself back where i first began.
going in circles, going nowhere.
a fool trapped in a world where nothing seems to make sense.
a fool desperately seeking solace.