Monday, January 2, 2023

ponder


I've realised that every time I cry, the only reason I'd stopped is because I can't breathe. 
If that didn't happen, I wonder how long I could keep crying for. 

Crying isn't necessarily a bad thing.
It's good to release some emotions every now and then. 

Had a good cry today. 
Haven't had one in a while. 
It was nice. 

But this time, it feels a little different.
I'm still tearing up now, which never happens.
Usually when I'm done, it's done. 

Maybe it's because I found out. 
Found out that I still had some emotions, of which I thought I had gotten over, still buried within.
There's still so much pain.

But it's okay. 
I'd still like to believe that I'm better now.
I've made so much progress. 

I'm okay. 
I will be okay.