i was so happy a week ago.
but now it feels like i'm stuck in a dark place.
a place with no escape, and nowhere to go.
maybe it's just as people say.
the higher you climb, the harder you fall.
the happier you are, the harder the crash.
things like that are inevitable.
but it's hard enough when you feel like you are not worthy of good things.
and when life seems to start proving those feelings right,
the emotions get too overwhelming.
and in the end, you're just playing a losing game.
it's so tempting to give up.
it's so tempting to give everything up.
it's not much anyway.
and i don't think i matter much either.